14, n been threatened by dad, PLEASE PLEASE READ!?

my dad has threatened to beat the hell out of me, knock my teeth out, hit me so hard that i wish i was never born, n even shoot me.i believe him on the shooting n beating parts, because he was once arrested for abuse, he hit his ex-wife so hard she's deaf on one ear. i don't know what to do, he has called me so many names, i can't remember all of them but the ones i remember is him calling me a tramp, hoe, slut, n says that he wants me to leave the house, he says i'm useless but yet he needs of EVERYONE to take care of him he had a stroke and had colon cancer, i hate him n i hope he dies soon, he says he does says that because he loves me, which is total bulls**t!, he has actually hit me with his belt, n thinks that isn't enough that maybe he should beat the hell out of me, he says i'm killing but he's not going to let me kill him he's going to kill me first even if he has to go to prison he doesn't care. i cant take this anymore someone help me PLEASE.