Help!!?? I'm not comfortable in my own skin?

So here is what I think...you are a narcissist or at leas hyper paranoid. Most people are not thinking about you as much as you think. To think that people are constantly judging and thinking about you reflects that you think you are the center of the worlds attention, and you are not. If you just stop with this silly thinking, you will find that most people are entirely decent and accepting. That being said, I don't think most white girls are into asian guys, probably because many asian men were raised in a society that believes the man is to be served by women with very little if any reciprocation. This is also the reason that most white women are not into hispanic men. These are the facts of life and you must accept them. Somewhere out there is a white girl that is into asians but she will be hard to find. I suggest checking out dating websites etc. Also, this victim mentality that you seem to have is highly unatractive. Get rid of it, and you may have better luck with the ladies.